Ministry of Tears | Part 1

If you have had a conversation with me at any point the last month I have mentioned Psalm 126. These six verses have radically transformed me and were words that I verbally repeated through some hard days. It was the week leading up to the anniversary of my Dad’s death and I was struggling. I hid behind my routine: school, workout, homework, and sometimes babysitting. Then repeat. I had small group that Tuesday and nothing in me wanted to show up but I knew showing up was exactly what I needed to do. Even there, I hid behind biblical talk and a group discussion about the book we were reading. I took a slight step of letting down my self-protection mechanism when the girl leading the group asked how she could pray for us. I cautiously choose my words and said something like “November is hard.” I clinched my fists…

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